I finally made myself a new layout. I was really getting sick of the old one, I don't think I ever really liked it. I do like this one though even though it has more of a Spring than a Fall feel :p
I haven't done much lately, I finally have a couple of weeks of. I should be studying, but I just can't get myself to do it.
One of my best friends asked me if I wanted to go to a concert with her, and I instantly said yes. Which is pretty stupid because she doesn't even know that I'm ill. She knows that I have been pretty tired the last couple of years but the last time she saw me I was doing ok. I'll have to email her now and tell her, which is even harder. I don't even know why besides my family I haven't told anyone yet. I know that I should at least tell school and my friends but somehow I can never find the words. Maybe if I tell everyone it becomes real or something, I don't know. I just can't seem to find the right moment to tell people. I just don't want them to treat me differently.
Last Wednesday we went to Amsterdam with school, which was really cool. We also had dinner together, but it was all a bit too much for me and it sucks that I feel like I can't even tell people. It really sucks. I hope you guys are doing ok :)
I haven't done much lately, I finally have a couple of weeks of. I should be studying, but I just can't get myself to do it.
One of my best friends asked me if I wanted to go to a concert with her, and I instantly said yes. Which is pretty stupid because she doesn't even know that I'm ill. She knows that I have been pretty tired the last couple of years but the last time she saw me I was doing ok. I'll have to email her now and tell her, which is even harder. I don't even know why besides my family I haven't told anyone yet. I know that I should at least tell school and my friends but somehow I can never find the words. Maybe if I tell everyone it becomes real or something, I don't know. I just can't seem to find the right moment to tell people. I just don't want them to treat me differently.
Last Wednesday we went to Amsterdam with school, which was really cool. We also had dinner together, but it was all a bit too much for me and it sucks that I feel like I can't even tell people. It really sucks. I hope you guys are doing ok :)
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